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"FOR FELICIA & VANESSA" was posted On: 5/23/10, 10:32 PM | 0 ‚òÅ

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pressed for time & money .. *sigh

i really want heels for my bday and i need 60 bucks min for saturday . i needa exchange my piggy bank either tmrw or on friday

"SO PLEASE DONT THROW OUR LOVE AWAY" was posted On: 5/19/10, 4:55 PM | 0 ‚òÅ


yay im finally 16 :$ today was a long day

i got a cake from my sister's friend .. LOL hehe

anywayz i got to leave school at 12.15 and we went cheso and wandered around, very bored, waited for davurt then we went to pizza hut and went to the seating area where i was getting tissue to wipe down the seats, i got wet in the process T_T everyone ate :D which was good . we went park afterwards and vanessa left :( then we went station then thomas and davurt left ! and then dillon and thomas came with me & felicia back to ehr place and yeah .. i told thomas to go home as a joke but that cunt had to take it seriously and go home == and he was being the biggest snob afterwards . we all stayed for an hour and a bit and i went cabra with peter and drank chai latte omfg that was the shit ! and i went back to felicia's straight after and yeah went home cos i had too --" . was an okay day, the weather brought my mood down when i was at cabra .

well im waiting for my mum to come home so i can light up my birthday cake and make wishes hehe

"SWEET SIXTEEN" was posted On: 5/18/10, 6:38 PM | 0 ‚òÅ

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anywayz here's how my weekend went down :

on saturday i went to parra with thomas and we went around so many fkn stores and after 3 hours and 18 mins i finally bought a dress :) we saw phi and julie at parra and we all had something to eat when westfields were closing, we were running out of things to do, so we all headed back and i went to cabra to change trains and get felicia a pearl milk tea BUT i lost my wallet and then blah blah i cbs explaining LOL but i went back to felicia's house and stayed for around an hour and i sooked and we laughed it was alright :D

i was very depressed that i lost my money and im still kinda sad about it :(

on sunday i didnt do anything until 4.30, i waited at the train station for 20 mins for jager, we ate a kebab, my kebab fkn fell out and it wsnt even nice >:( we hung around the park until he had to head back and i went movies with julie and i watched iron man 2 . oh . my . god . it was soo fucking good ! i couldnt even keep still LOL

and .. back to school ugh ! im so fucking lazy i was in holiday mode all last week + weekends . i got 3 of my half yearlies results back. Retail > 74% ; Bio > 46/60 ; Business > 55%

i passed so yeah thats all that matters LOL i wrote down the wrong fucking exp. in the bio test du ma ! anywayz since i came home ive been watching luanlegacy vids & tumblring and pumping up music and wearing my birthday dress :$

"MY BIRTHDAY" was posted , 3:31 PM | 0 ‚òÅ



Name: Caroline Ngo
Birth Date: 18/05
Current Location: bedroom :)
Hair Color: dark brown
Righty/Lefty: Righty

Your fear: parking lots & clowns/dolls & the grudge boy
Your dream of the perfect date: somewhere beautiful

Your thoughts first waking up: what time is it ?
Your best physical feature: none LOL
Your bed time: like whenevere i feel tired or when i get told off LOL
Your most missed memory: year 8

Pepsi or Coke: coke hands down
McDonald’s or Burger King: maccas ftw
Single or Group Dates: single
Adidas or Nike: adidas
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: i like lattes LOL

Smoke: nope (A)
Cuss: always
Take showers: of course
Have a crush: maybe maybe not
Like school: i fucking hate it
Believe in yourself: at times
Believe what goes around comes around: hell yes
Believe everything happens for a reason: umm most of the time
Think you’re a health freak: sometimes

Gone to the mall: yes
Been on stage: nope
Eaten sushi: yes i think so :/
Been hurt: umm yeah
Dyed your hair: no


Played a stripping game: no LOL
Kissed the same sex: yep
Gotten beaten up: yep
Changed who you were to fit in: not really

Age you’re hoping to be married by: any age before 30
Number of kids you’re planning on having: none

Best eye color: green of golden brown or blue
Hair color: prefer their natural colour or dark shades
Short or long hair: whatever suits them but preferably short
Fat or fit: fit
Looks or personality: both
Fun or serious: both more fun though

1 MINUTE AGO: tumblring
1 HOUR AGO: watching helen of troy in school
1 WEEK AGO: at home
1 YEAR AGO: umm .. doing good at school

I FEEL: excited about my birthday
I HATE: custard and ginger
I HIDE: my money
I NEED: sleep and money
I LOVE: no man :)

"LAYERS" was posted , 3:10 PM | 0 ‚òÅ


  1. Einstein couldn’t speak fluently when he was nine. His parents thought he might be retarded.
  2. An Ostrich’s eye is bigger than it’s brain.
  3. Butterflies can taste with their feet.
  4. In space, astronauts can’t cry because there is no gravity so the tears can’t flow.
  5. When you sneeze, all bodily functions will stop even you heart.
  6. Coca-Cola without food coloring is green.
  7. Honey is thee only food in the world that won’t spoil.
  8. Thomas Edison was afraid of the dark.
  9. A snail can sleep in three years.
  10. A chameleon’s tongue is twice as the length of it’s body.
  11. The most popular first name in the world is Mohammad.
  12. The sun is 330,330 times larger than the Earth.
  13. Camels have three eyelids to protect themselves from blowing sand.
  14. Over 10,000 birds die from smashing into windows.
  15. Dolphins sleep with one eye open.
  16. A jellyfish is 95% water
  17. Chewing gum while peeling onions will keep you from crying.
  18. Pineapples are berry.
  19. A shrimp’s heart is in it’s head.
  20. A duck’s quack doesn’t echo and nobody has any idea why.

"FUN FACTS" was posted On: 5/16/10, 2:28 PM | 0 ‚òÅ


till my birthday ! woot woot :D :D :D :D

and another week til the yumcha and phi's bday ! i have a feeling its gunna be a good week :$ and my mum gave me 50 bucks today hehe and i dont have to buy vanessa's present cos i gave her money that she needed instead :) and i can always point at it and say 'thats my bit mudafcker' LOL

i cannot wait to go shopping today !

"3 MORE DAYS" was posted On: 5/15/10, 12:31 AM | 0 ‚òÅ

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so i went with my mum and i got felicia's present, bronze eyeliner, mascara & lashes !

FAROUT i needa study D:

after this saturday, i have 1 week of school and then my bday and then phi's party and then 1 week of workplacement at trade secret then like 3 weeks of school left then FKN PRELIMS OMFG LOL

"LIVO LATENIGHT" was posted On: 5/13/10, 5:44 PM | 0 ‚òÅ

Just because somebody flirts with you, doesn’t mean they like you.
Just because somebody likes you, doesn’t mean they want to go out with you.
Just because somebody wants to go out with you, doesn’t mean they love you.
Just because somebody loves you, doesn’t mean they won’t hurt you.
Because people lie, things change. Boyfriends cheat, best friends ditch.
And there are always going to be those people who would kill to see you fall.

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Kiss on the stomach -- “Lets have sex”
Kiss on the Forehead -- “Forever you will be mine”
Kiss on the Ear -- “I’m horny”
Kiss on the Cheek -- “We’re friends”
Kiss on the Hand -- “I adore you”
Kiss on the Neck -- “We belong together”
Kiss on the Shoulder -- “I want you”
Kiss on the Lips -- “I love you” OR “I want you”
Holding Hands -- “We can learn to love each other”
Slap on the Butt -- “That’s mine”
Playing with the Ear -- “I can’t live without you”
Holding on tight -- “Don’t let go”
Looking into each other’s Eyes -- “Don’t leave me”
Playing with Hair on Head -- “Tell me you love me”
Arms around the Waist -- “I love you too much to let go”

"LOVE HANGOVER : KISSES" was posted On: 5/10/10, 7:11 PM | 0 ‚òÅ

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omfg do i see a .. SALE ? OMG IM GUNNA DIE LOL

i just went on westfields cos i was bored outta my fkn mind and then i see wittner & bett & general pants .. i cant wait to go shopping next week HEHE

thats all i wanted to say ! LMAO wooo ! shopping (H)

"SALE" was posted On: 5/6/10, 3:22 PM | 0 ‚òÅ


today i didnt have any tests so felicia & i went to cabra at 1 to go find a place . we were aiming for either travel agencies, real estate or banking

we were rejected so many times, i think my self esteem went down by like the 230984203 'no' we got LOL

we got impatient so felicia wanted to try an optometrist and the guy was like oh i know a place who could do with some assistance so we headed off to the place and we got accepted ! woot ! omfg so happy when we got there but then we had to wait like 45 mins fuccck ! so long and pointless, we left to go jup and we were there for like 20 mins i thnk ? then we headed back to the lawfirm thingy and we came back with our forms all signed and we did argileh omfg so yummm ! LOL we played cards and umm got back at 5 which was good !

i got this mad ring with a watch on it for 5 bucks ! like zomg its so awesome LOL ive always wanted it when i saw my cuz had it but she got it for 10 hehe sucker.

well i have a temporary tower and hopefully my harddrive is alright D: hopefully my shit isnt lost . and my dad gave me 100 today like wooow im pretty happy and shit, i got my monitor back and pretty soon imma get a new table so things are finally going uphill !

workplacement done ! family is getting better ! YAYER !

"FINDING WORKPLACEMENT" was posted On: 5/5/10, 7:32 PM | 0 ‚òÅ

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i feel way to stressed . whats on my mind ?

- finding a workplacement at cabra which will accept
- my comp T__T
- bio, chem & english half yearlies
- when to buy felicia & vanessa's birthday pressies
- money to get : black, brown & liquid eyeliner & a new mascara, new heels which i saw at Direct Shoe Warehouse, DKNY Apple Blossom & adidas jacket
- when to go get my own birthday present
- saving up money
- my fucking birthday, my birthday plans and other people's birthday plans and shit which is in the way .. *sigh what can i do .. T_T

& my sister finally fucking said sorry becuase my mum had to remind her to say sorry to me, she didnt even fkn back herself up after "i'm sorry" and when i brushed her off, yet she argued with me like a fkn bitch.

she only said sorry for the sake of saying it, if she fkn meant it she would've said it earlier, better yet not do it at all, she's like my fkn father and i hope she gets fucking smashed one day.

you think you're a better sister than i am ? are you kidding me ? i dont think so motherfucker.

& today my computer crashing was enough of a piss off then a sped talked to me and asked me questions which didnt even make sense and gave me answers to the wrong questions .. so fustrating i just want to get away !

"TAKE ME AWAY" was posted , 9:14 PM | 0 ‚òÅ


well .. it was alright, not the total best since it was missing some people

1. went online and listened to musix while getting ready
2. waited for my dad to drive me :@
3. legged it like crazzzy ! missed the train and in the end was vedy thirsty :(
4. went city, got starbucks and went priceline, took luvos with felicia and drowned myself in perfume
5. saw the others and we all went timezone LOL
6. felicia was playing tekken while others we're playing mt and other shit
7. we headed off to pyrmont point park at 4
8. lost track of time cos i cbs checking my phone
9. took photos and said hellos, it was incredibly cold T_T
10. the party finally started and everyone was eating and drinking
11. stained my dress with fkn juice from the meat patties :@
12. went to the bay area with thomas for a bit and got pretty wet
13. went back and dried up a little
14. went back again, this time with felicia, tai, michael & steven
15. got even more wet than the last time around
16. paniced about mine & felicia's valuables and finally realised what the time was
17. headed home around 9.10 - 9.15, got to townhall at 9.54, missed the train by 3 fucking mins T__T such bad timing i swear & my feet were fucking killing me
18. went maccas and got a happy meal, went on train had a nice d&m talk with felicia about family/life, she got teary (well she cried in my eyes LMAO)
19. went back to felicia's house at 11.25 and we settled and rested, we talked on the phone, i conked out & i had to sleep over cos my dad wouldnt let me go home that dickhead
20. woke up, made brekkie for both of us & played xbox 360 and went home at 4

my hardrive was taken out and my fan is missing in my tower and i have to use to fan from my shower to cool the fucking shit down

"ANIVA'S BIRTHDAY" was posted , 8:47 PM | 0 ‚òÅ

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