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GIRLS NEED TO REALISE THIS

We guys don’t care if you talk to other guys .

We don’t care if you’re friends with other guys .

But when you’re sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off .

It doesn’t help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we’re still there .

We don’t care if a guy calls OR TEXTS you .
but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned .

Nothing is that important at 2am .

Also, when we tell you you’re pretty / beautiful/ gorgeous / cute / stunning, we freaking mean it .

Don’t tell us we’re wrong .

We’ll stop trying to convince you .

The sexiest thing about a girl is
confidence .

Yeah, you can quote me .

Don’t be mad when we hold the door open .

Take Advantage of the mood im in .

Let us pay for you!
don’t ‘feel bad’
We enjoy doing it .

It’s expected .

Smile and say ‘thank you’ .

Kiss us when no one’s watching .

If you kiss us when you know somebody’s looking, we’ll be more impressed .

You don’t have to get dressed up for us .

If we’re going out with you in the first place, you don’t have to feel the need to
wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own .

We like you for who you are and not what you are .

Honestly, I think a girl looks more beautiful when she’s just in her pj’s .

or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up .

Don’t take everything we say seriously .

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it .

Don’t get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible.

Don’t talk about how hot Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us .

It’s boring, and we don’t care. You have girlfriends for that .

Whatever happened to the word ‘handsome’/’beautiful’
i’d be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with ‘Hey handsome!’ instead of ‘Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy’ or whatever else you can think of .

On the other hand im not sayin’ i woulndnt like it ether ;)

Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren’t being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change!!!!!

Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population & find someone who will treat you with utter respect .

Someone who will make you smile when you’re at your lowest .

Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes .

Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel .

Someone who will stop what they’re doing just to look you in the eyes ….and say ‘i love you’ ..and actually mean it.


Give the nice guys a chance.

"GIRLS NEED TO REALISE THIS" was posted On: 6/27/10, 2:16 AM | 0 ‚òÅ


END OF YEAR FINANCIAL SALE !

here's what i got today :& a red henleys shirt, 2 white nail polish, hoops, a ring & sunnies

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EVERY FUCKING TIME

"EVERY FUCKING TIME" was posted On: 6/25/10, 4:57 PM | 0 ‚òÅ


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JUSTICE CREW

"JUSTICE CREW" was posted On: 6/21/10, 4:20 PM | 0 ‚òÅ


FELICIA'S SWEET 16TH

what a long fucking weekend it was !

from start to finish ....

1. cleaned my room a bit then walked to felicia's house
2. we both got ready together, did make-up & straightened out hair
3. she opened my present and i sprayed it on her
4. we went station where we headed to cabra
5. when we arrived we saw jeremy then we called people up
6. davurt went missing ... -_-
7. we saw jager & we made a rushed decision to get on the train
8. someone was obviously not in the mood and killed our mood ...
9. got off at townhall and finally met up with everyone and we ate a bit of maccas cos it was taking too long to meet up with everyone
10. we all made our decisions and we ate at mamas kitchen
11. someone's mood fkn made me rage almost rq
12. took photos and had a good time at dinner :)
13. we left and we took our goddamn ass time to think and organise alki/k
14. boyz were about to go to pool . a few left and then we went k
15. we were meant to go to show but .. yaaaah so we went pheonix instead
16. problems were arising with the alki
17. when the boyz came up & thomas and allll the cabra family people whatever came up, the issue of the money and people who did/didnt chip in was doing all our heads in
18. thomas and all that left
19. we went in for k omg highlight of k : when the boyz started acting like gaycunts LOL & 'black eyed peas - i gotta feeling'
20. left k & were outside k thinking of what to do, dillon & kpun were being gay together, kpun that drunk fuck was out of control LMAO
21. we went to dixons and stayed there for 15 mins
22. we left and went maccas
23. we ordered a family meal
24. helen was having trouble of saying 'ghana'
25. we left to go home
26. we saw the fucking justice crew, the chicks jizzed LOL & we took a photo with them
27. two fucking bogan chicks were on the train and they fucking peed two rows ahead of us. omfg i saw one of their asscracks, when they were running out to the train ... :(
28. we moved carriages and started talking and laughing =]
29. felicia left at yennora then jager left at ffld then me and davurt got off at cabra
30. i almost rq in the fuking car at my sister that fucking bitch
31. went home and watched the game omg .. fucking refs tsk tsk
32. WENT TO FUCKING SLEEP

that was saturday .. this is sunday !

1. cleaned my room even more
2. went to the park and waited for demi & davurt
3. arrived to the partaaye :)
4. ate and talked
5. dillon came !
6. ate and talked evn more LMAO
7. jager came
8. demi left
9. vanessa came
10. cut the cake & took photos :)
11. cleaned up and talekd
12. dillon and jager left
13. i left

yeah .. it was a funny and relaxing day LMAO

i cant believe i fuckin came home at 12 omg LOL and i didnt even get chopped but instead a long, heavy lecture about how i am at home cos im lazy

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i dont wanna delete it off tumblr but fuck .. my tumblr looks so ugly with it on .. ==

so imma have to move my post here

im gunna say this once, i may not say this to you directly but hopefully you’ll know that this is to you

what the hell happened to you man ? you were a good friend before, you were an alright person, you got me a nice birthday present and all

yeah yeah, i know you dont seem the same, you dont feel the same, you’re not urself anymore but wtf man ! stop being such a jerk . stop compensating your pain by being all over other chicks whether it’d be talking/flirting to them non stop or being such a dickhead .

yes, we’ve both established that we dont talk anymore but instead of not giving two fucks, at least give one on the way you’re acting and what you’re saying. dont be so straight up about everything .

heads up for the future buddy ! you’re the fool here .

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HAVE THE CONFIDENCE OF A SLUT, THE ATTITUDE OF A PLAYER & THE PERSONALITY OF A GENTLEMEN

Sluts. There’s one thing about being a true slut that people need to learn from them. Usually they have the best confidence around. They do what they want, and people are aware, and still do it. They accepted who they are, and truly don’t give two shits about what other people say or think. Have the confidence of a slut.

Players. We all know that being a player, is viewed as a minus in our society, but they maintain one trait that is needed to survive in life. Their attitude. They know what they’re doing, and at their best they control every situation they create. If a bitch walks out on a player, the player will just say “on to the next one.” That’s what people need to do, don’t let one thing hold you back, you should be on top of your shit. Have the attitude of a player.

Gentlemen. Women love gentlemen, because they simply know how to do everything right, mainly all the little things that regular people have such a hard time doing for some reason. They have manners, they treat people with respect, even if those people are strangers. They’re polite, and they know how to tolerate people’s bullshit. Every woman, and man should have the personality of a gentleman. Just doing all of this will make you a generally good person. Have the personality of a gentleman.

Now go S.P.G. your life.

"HAVE THE CONFIDENCE OF A SLUT, THE ATTITUDE OF A PLAYER & THE PERSONALITY OF A GENTLEMEN" was posted On: 6/16/10, 5:44 PM | 0 ‚òÅ


DRESS SHOPPING

so on saturday, i went parra with felicia, demi & davurt
heres how it went down LMAO

1. went to felicias house to drop off my mouse and leave my tee
2. went cheso, birrong, lidcome and finally arrived at parra at like 12 something
3. we all at maccas
4. first level of shopping .. disappointing
5. second level of shopping .. even more disappointing & it was only 3 and we still didnt get anything
6. third level .. was just about to give up
7. went back down, drowned ourselves in perfume
8. went back to the first level, finally got something at supre but i regretted it goddmanit LOL
9. went cotton on, taxed some flats and i bought a dress
10. last shop was dolly girl, felicia got her top
11. WE SHOPPED TIL WE COULDNT SHOP ANYMORE (literally too, the shops were waiting for us to get out so they can close)
12. heading back home, i beat the shit out davurt
13. back to cheso, went chinese store, went home

yeah thats about it LOL i have cred too wooot !
i really wanted to buy that henleys shirt instead of the damn dress i got from supre

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WHAT IM PLANNING TO GET VERY SOON

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LOL FEZ

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LMAO JOEY !

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WHAT A GOOD DAY THIS WAS

"WHAT A GOOD DAY THIS WAS" was posted On: 6/8/10, 10:07 PM | 0 ‚òÅ


THIS HAS HAPPENED TO MANY TIMES

"THIS HAS HAPPENED TO MANY TIMES" was posted On: 6/7/10, 8:25 PM | 0 ‚òÅ


HOW INNOCENT AM I


Start with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you’ve done.


01. Smoked.
02. Drank alcohol.
03. Cried when someone died.
04. Been drunk.
05. Had sex.
06. Been to a concert.
07. Gotten/given a hand job.
08. Been verbally/sexually harassed.
09. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 96%

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school.
17. Gotten lost in a Wal-Mart or a department store.
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or received a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 91%

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex’s house.
23. Kissed a stranger.
24. Hugged a stranger.
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.
27. Gotten an x-ray.
28. Hit by a car.
29. Had a party.
30. Done drugs.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 86%

31. Played strip poker/darts/pool.
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi.
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn.
38. Made porn.
39. Made beans.
40. Been in love.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 83%

41. French kissed.
42. Laughed so hard you cried.
43. Cried yourself to sleep.
44. Laughed yourself to sleep.
45. Stabbed yourself.
46. Shot a gun.
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
50. Watched an animal die.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 77%

51. Watched a person die.
52. Kissed somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody.
54. Put somebody in the hospital.
55. Snuck into someone’s room and/or your own room after being out.
56. Made spicy beans.
57. Dressed punk.
58. Dressed Goth.
59. Dressed preppy.
60. Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 75%

61. Avoided somebody.
62. Been stalked.
63. Stalked someone.
64. Met a celebrity.
65. Played an instrument.
66. Ridden a horse.
67. Cut yourself.
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 69%

71. Been caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend’s crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 66%

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you’d be asked out by.
83. Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 2 months.
85. Sat on your butt all day.
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 60%

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected.
98. Left a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been raped.

FINAL PERCENTAGE: 59%

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HAPPENS ALL THE TIME

"HAPPENS ALL THE TIME" was posted On: 6/5/10, 9:36 PM | 0 ‚òÅ


WHERE I WANNA BE

"WHERE I WANNA BE" was posted On: 6/3/10, 7:18 PM | 0 ‚òÅ


SAME GAME, DIFFERENT NAME

He compliments you. He asks you about your past relationships. You tell him you’ve been damaged so many times and in so many ways. You share a few stories with him and get into details. He carefully listens to what you have to say and tells you that all those guys are fools for letting a girl like you go. Him being the flirtatious person he is, he tells you that you don’t need them now that you have him. You can’t help it, so you decide to flirt back. You agreed to what he had to say. He then asked for your number and without hesitation you gave it to him right away.

Later that night you receive a phone call. You see his name pop up and you get the biggest smile on your face. You quickly picked up, said hello and he responds with a hey. After a bunch of flirting, laughs and giggles, he suddenly gets tired. You tell him to go to sleep, but he doesn’t want to. Instead, he wants you to fall asleep on the phone with him. You start to smile and agree to it. You two say goodnight to each other and quickly fall asleep.

The next morning you get a text from him. He tells you goodmorning and that he hopes you have a good day. Hours pass by and you can’t help but wonder if he’ll call tonight. And does he? He does. You guys go through the usual hey wassup, how are you, what’d you do today? You expect him to tell you that he misses you next, and does he? He does. Right away you tell him that you miss him too. Later throughout the conversation he slips up and calls you baby. You start cheesing and get these butterflies in your tummy. He then confesses to you that he has a crush on you and that he happens to be interested. You tell him that the feeling’s mutual and that you two are on the exact same page.

Talking to him starts to become part of your daily routine and you two are now considered to be ‘talking’. You tell your friends about him. How great of guy he is. How sweet he is to you. Practically making him sound like an amazing guy. Little did you know, he’s not so amazing

He’s not hitting you up anymore, and when he does, it’s because you hit him up first. Things changed and you can’t help but question where you two stand anymore. He’s not putting in effort, he’s not meeting you half way, he’s not showing that he wants you two to workout anymore… You start to become really clingy because you don’t wanna lose him. You start having negative thoughts and can’t help but wonder if there’s another girl in the picture. He tells you that you need to relax. That everything’s okay. That there’s no other girl and that he still wants you two to workout. He tells you that he’ll try more and that he’s just been busy. You patiently wait to see a change, but do you? No. He’s still acting the same, not trying, not putting in effort and meeting you halfway. Every conversation turns into an argument. You’re hurt and upset every single day and night because of him. You have no clue what went wrong and why he turned into the person he is now. You know that it’d be best for you to let go. Your friends tell you that he’s no good for you and that you should let him go, but do you listen? No. You’re too stuck on the person he used to be that you don’t even bother paying attention to the person he is now.

You ask him one last time what he thinks you guys should do. He tells you that he can’t do it anymore. That he just doesn’t feel the same. That he just wants to be single and have fun without anyone holding him back. That right there stabbed you right into your heart.

Not too long after, you see that he’s moved on. He has a new girl in his life. He has a new ‘baby’. He has someone new to text throughout the day and fall asleep on the phone with at night.

The guy that you thought was so amazing played you for a fool. Making it look like you were the ‘only one’ when you were really just another person in the line up. Why do you think it didn’t take him too long to move on? He had other options.

You’re hurt while he’s perfectly fine. You’re too sad to go out, and he’s out having fun. You lose sleep and cry ever single night while he falls asleep at ease. He’s forgotten about you, while you’re having a hard time letting go

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1. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you laid in a bed with?
jager ... LMAO

2. Where was the last place you went out to eat?
canley heights - tay do

3. What was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed?
malibu

4. Which do you prefer - eyes or lips?

lips .. ><"

5. Medicine, fine arts, or law?
fine arts

6. Best kind of pizza?
supreme

7. Is your bedroom window open?
yeahh !

8. What is in store for your future?
tafe and hopefully gettting my dream job working in the airport :D

9. Who was the last band you saw live?
ive never seen a band live :S

10. Do you take care of your friends while they are sick?
i try to :D

11. What is your favorite soda?
sprite ? LOL i dont drink soda

12. How many songs are on your iTunes?
903 :(

13. When was the last time you purchased something over 0?
over 0 ? LOL ughh this sunday

14. Where is the last place you drove to?
school ? :S LOL

15. Are you experienced?
what do u mean .. LMAO

16. Any historical figures that you envy?
not really

17. What brand of digital camera do you own?
i dont own one ?

18. When was the last time you got a good workout?
like last month

19. If you need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first?
glue and bardot

20. Where did your last kiss take place?
at canley heights station

21. What were you doing at 11:59 PM on Monday night?
like brushing my teeth i think ? O_O

22. Are you a quitter?
i try not to be but if something is difficult, its not worth doing - homer simpson

23. Who do you miss the most?
umm .. i dont know

24. Can you speak another language?
yeah, viet

25. How about you put your legs behind your head?
no .. LOL

26. When was the last time you went dancing while under the influence?
last week

27. Nickname?
carl, caz etc LOL

28. Describe what you are wearing in detail?
sport shirt, black shirt, pj's, black undies & bra

29. What do you think about people who party a lot?
i dont really care, its their liver + their money

30. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
not really

31. Are you one of those people who obsesses over Hollister?
wtf is that LOL

32. What was the last CD you purchased?
ive never even bought one

33. What are two bands or singers that you will alwys love?
trey songz & usher omfg LOL

34. What of the seven deadly sins are you guilty of?
lust & pride

35. Did you just have to google the seven deadly sins to see what they were?
nope

36. Where is your favorite place to get coffee?
ughh .. starbucks ?

37. Have you ever been offered a job?
no :(

38. Have you ever stolen anything off of a road?
no O_O

39. When was the last time you dyed your hair?
never :D

40. Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
mum

41. Have you kissed somebody in the last 2 weeks?
yep

42. Miss someone?
maybe i dont know

43. How is your last ex doing?
ughh he has a gf and he's prolly doing alright i guess

44. Is there someone you want to fight?
yeah my sister that bitch LOL


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