nothing left in lust


Sydney, Australia

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man oh man where the hell do i start on this night ..

1. i woke up got ready called felicia to check up
2. went to felicias house to go station then went cabra
3. we went to my dentist to fix my plates
4. went to go get credit and went happycup for a drink
5. went to woolies to meet up with the others
6. they got the food and alki
7. we went into the pharmacy to go look at perfume and some make up
8. we went cabra station to go canley to go davis's house
10. called vanessa on the way to check up on her
9. at first everyone was just trying to cool down and davis and some others got ready, drinks in fridge and setting up the grill to cook sausages and chicken.
10. karaoke started, a few uninvited people tagged along and killed the mood and when they left the party was getting started (finally!)
11. played some 13 while felicia was singing hehe
12. something happened and the mood died for around half an hour
13. the boyz took off their shirts and went CRAAAZAYEEE LOL
13. something happened again .. LOL and then the boyz put on their shirts back on
14. went park
15. called my mum then my aunty so my aunty could pick us up and drive us home
16. i wasnt in deep shit but i knew both of them were angry and disappointed in me .. *sigh
17. my mood died at the park and when i went home cos i was thinking if i was a rebound that night
18. someone fucking talked to me for the first time in agezzzzzzzzz and was full saying "come over, i miss you" "my mum misses you" and shit like that
19. bagged felicia out about someone LOL
20. went sleep

i was thinking all night and my brains about to explode .. i just cant wait till next week so i can dress up like today and see paul and sarina hehe i get to have a kiss from sarina :$

"ANIVA'S GOING AWAY PARTY & JAGER'S BDAY" was posted , 5:15 PM | 0 ‚òÅ

im so ridiculously bored with my life . i've most likely lost my faith in love and i dont know how im meant to be going out in the hols as i did not save up . gahh ! by next week i'll literally only have 20 bucks for the holidays.

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Do you have feelings for the last person you had sex with?
still a virgin
What are you currently doing right now besides this?
listening to music and eating a cookie
As of this minute, what is going through your mind?
what im gunna do about my english assignment
What are you currently listening to?
Ne-Yo - Never Knew I Needed
Is there anyone you wish you still had a chance with?
maybe richard and rocky
Who was the last person to call you?
Has anyone ever said something that brought tears to your eyes?
yes of course from my bestfriends and ex bf's
What was the last website you visited other than Tumblr?
twitter and my blogspot
Do you like hugs?
yeah ofc no b.o thanks
Do you feel like you have life figured out?
a little bit e.g. i wanna do tourism when im older
What mood are you in right now?
i dont feel anything atm lols i feel normal
Looking forward to anything?
my birthday and both my girl's birthdays :) & i wanna buy their pressies when i get the money so bad
Who do you sit by in 2nd period?
huh ? felicia and vanessa LOL if its retail, then no one
Have you lived in the same town your entire life?
nope i moved here when i was 5/6
Would you say you’re an understanding person?
yeah i guess even if it takes me a while to understand
Are you a loud person?
only with school friends and my bestfriends =D
Do you know anyone who is pregnant?
my aunty and mrs matanovic
Do you miss the way things used to be?
yeah who doesnt lols but i cant do anything about it
Do you have trust issues?
not really but im learning to watch what i say just in case
Do you think you could live without a cell phone?
yeah i can, i dont use my phone 24/7
Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?
not really
Ready for winter to come?
hell yes !
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Have you ever been called beautiful?
Are you annoyed at one of your friends right now?
noo of course not
Are you sick right now?
im sick of being broke and being alone
Do you have your tongue pierced?
Has anyone told you that you’ve changed recently?
i think so, but i dont need to be told, i already know i have
Do you wear fake eyelashes?
nope but im gunna start wearing them on special occasions
Do you prefer hot weather or cold weather?
Favorite non-alcoholic drink?
amazingly water, im not a fan of soft drinks i like ribena though :P

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Coldplay. Dave Matthews Band. David Bowie. Hellogoodbye. Foo Fighters. The Killers. James Blunt. Teddy Geiger. Linkin Park. Muse. Ok Go. Panic! At The Disco. Peter Bjorn. The Postal Service. Timbaland. Jack Johnson. Norah Jones. Drake. The Fray. The Wreckers. Michael Buble. Beyoncé. Metallica. Massive Attack. Queen. Journey. The Cars. Supertramp. Eurythmics. Sublime. The Red Hot Chili Peppers. Wu-tang Clan. Fergie. Sarah McLachlan. Band of Horses. John Mayer. Jason Mraz. Justin Timberlake. Michael Jackson. Kenny Chesney. Carrie Underwood. Lynyrd Skynyrd. Neil Young. The Beatles. Brad Paisley. Tim McGraw. Taylor Swift. P. Diddy. Jay Z. Lil’ Wayne. Lil’ Jon. Three 6 Mafia. Nelly. Young Joc. T.I. Sean Paul. 50 Cent. Eminem. Eiffel 65. Ace of Base. The Underdog Project. Dream Theater. Santana. Alicia Keys. Incubus. Victor Wooten. Ludacris. Gorillaz. Cake. Matchbox 20. Paramore. Say Anything. Taking Back Sunday. Eric Clapton. The Darkness. Weezer. The Eagles. Jimi Hendrix. Maroon 5. Billy Joel. Reel Big Fish. Anberlin. Mae. Family Force 5. AC/DC. Hootie and the Blowfish. Electric Six. Outkast. R.E.M. The White Stripes. Prince. Mika. Crystal Castles. Britney Spears. Spice Girls. The Gossip. Lady GaGa. Nirvana. Smashing Pumpkins. Third Eye Blind. Metro Station. Motion City Soundtrack. The Rocket Summer. Tenacious D. Something Corporate. The Moldy Peaches. Macy Gray. Mandy Moore. Plain White T’s. Yeah Yeah Yeahs. My Chemical Romance. Fall Out Boy. We the Kings. The Rolling Stones. Angels & Airwaves. The Beastie Boys. Black Eyed Peas. Boys Like Girls. Jonas Brothers. Demi Lovato. Selena Gomez. The Cure. Cobra Starship. Death Cab for Cutie. Deftones. Team Sleep. Filter. Goo Goo Dolls. Honor Society. Katy Perry. Kid Cudi.


Pride and Prejudice. Glory Road. The Princess Bride. Goonies. Center Stage.Ocean’s Eleven. Seven. Newsies. 300. Robin Hood Men In Tights. Love Actually. Garden State. Donnie Darko. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. My Best Friend’s Wedding. Anchorman. Drop Dead Gorgeous.Wedding Crashers. Elf. Zoolander. Austin Powers. Clueless. Mean Girls. Hairspray. Moulin Rouge. Fight Club. Rocky. Pulp Fiction. What A Girl Wants. Kill Bill. Thank You For Smoking. Little Miss Sunshine. Requiem for a Dream. The Departed. Dawn of the Dead. Memento. The Lovely Bones. 17 Again. 8 Mile. Office Space. Snakes on a Plane. Boondock Saints. Say Anything. The Silence of the Lambs. Saving Private Ryan. Superbad. The Prestige. Just Friends. The Devil Wears Prada. Under the Tuscan Sun. Titanic. Steel Magnolias. Saw. Ace Ventura. She’s the Man. Because I Said So. Catch and Release. Music and Lyrics. Spanglish. Stick It. Step Up. The Fast and the Furious.Joyride.Halloween. The Italian Job. Crash. Must Love Dogs. The Last Kiss. Chicago. Harry Potter. Rush Hour. Breakfast at Tiffany’s. Clerks. Shooter. The Bourne Identity. Meet the Parents. Dirty Dancing. A Christmas Story. Rudy. National Treasure.Sleepless in Seattle. Miss Congeniality. The Science of Sleep.The Matrix. Everything is Illuminated. Good Will Hunting. Bill and Ted’s Excellent Adventure. Empire Records. Phantom of the Opera. Lord of the Rings. Click. Scarface. District 9.

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nicole's birthday

what happened :

1. got woken up by my mum and i forgot i had a dentist appointment
2. called felicia to warn her i might be late (but i wasnt)
3. went dentist waited for 40 mins, i was like fcuk this so i left to go station
4. went on train & met up with felicia
5. arrived at townhall
6. ate hungry jacks, icecream was yuck
7. went g-star tried on my shirt was thinking bout, got it anyway
8. went into worldsquare priceline to touch up my makeup and took luvos
9. went maccas saw ada and nicole
10. went show and waited inside just talking to thomas
11. went outside and saw everyone
12. went inside again to go k
13. went to change into my new shirt and took luvos
14. left k went maccas
15. left maccas went matrix
16. everyone was starting to have a good time
17. left and started to get shitty calls from my rents
18. went home and walked half way to my house then got picked up by julie
19. got lectured and shit
20. ate and then phoned for 2 hours, had a break and phoned again then slept

kevin that gronk kept on spamming my inbox with "if you dont reply to this message, you suck cocks" and knowing i didnt have cred to reply back, he did it a million times T_T

anyways im not sure how much a superdry tee was, i was getting excited for a onitsuka tiger tee but thats like 80 bucks so fuck that, i dont really mind henley shirts, im not sure if i should get a henleys shirt, maybe not lols cos i dont like the designs so im not sure what to get next to complete my goal of 2010

anywayz im out

"nicole's birthday" was posted On: 3/21/10, 4:50 PM | 0 ‚òÅ

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001. i miss somebody right now.
002. i watch more tv than i used to.
003. i love olives.
004. i love sleeping.
005. i own lots of books.
006. i wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. i love to play video games.
008. i’ve watched porn movies.
010. i have been in a threesome.
011. i have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. i believe honesty is the best policy.
013. i have acne free skin.
014. i like and respect al sharpton.
015. i curse frequently.
016. i’ve changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. i have a hobby.
018. i’ve been told i have a nice butt.
019. i carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. i’m really, really smart.
021. i’ve never broken anyone else’s bones.
022. i have a secret that i am ashamed to reveal.
023. i love rain.
024. i’m paranoid at times.
025. i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. i need money right now.
027. i love sushi.
028. i talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. i have fresh breath in the morning.
030. i have semi-long hair.
032. i have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. i was born in a country outside of the u.s.
034. i shave my legs.
035. i have a twin.
037. i couldn’t survive without caller i.d.
038. i like the way that i look.
039. i have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
041. i am usually pessimistic.
042. i have mood swings.
043. i think prostitution should be legalized.
044. i think britney spears is pretty.
045. i have cheated on a significant other.
046. i have a hidden talent.
047. i’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
048. i think that i’m popular.
049. i am currently single.
050. i have kissed someone of the same sex.
051. i enjoy talking on the phone.
052. i practically live in sweatpants or pj pants.
053. i love to shop.
054. i would rather shop than eat.
055. i would classify myself as ghetto.
056. i’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. i’m obsessed with my blog!
058. i don’t hate anyone.
059. i’m a pretty good dancer.
060. i’m a horrible dancer.
061. i’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. i have a cell phone.
063. i watch muchmusic on a daily basis.
064. i cry myself to sleep.
065. i have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. i have never been in a real relationship before.
068. i’ve rejected someone before.
069. i currently have a crush on someone
070. i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
071. i want to have children in the future.
072. i have changed a diaper before.
073. i’ve had the cops called on me before.
074. i bite my nails.
075. i am a member of the tom green fan club.
076. i’m not allergic to anything deadly.
077. i have a lot to learn.
078. i have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
079. i plan on seeing ice cube’s newest “friday” movie.
080. i am very shy around the opposite sex.
081. i’m online 24/7, even as an away message.
082. i have at least 5 away messages saved.
083. i have tried alcohol before.
084. i have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past.
085. i own the “south park” movie.
087. when i was a kid i played “the birds and the bees” with a neighbor or chum.
088. i enjoy country music.
089. i love my best friend(s).
090. i think that pizza hut has the best pizza.
091. i watch soap operas whenever i can.
092. i’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
093. i have used my sexuality to advance my career.
094. i love michael jackson, scandals and all.
095. i know all the words to slick rick’s “children’s story”.
096. halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
097. i watch spongebob squarepants and i like it.
098. i have flirted with a close friend’s ex.
099. i’m happy as of this moment.
100. i have gone scuba diving.
101. i’ve had a crush on someone i’ve never met.
102. i’ve kissed someone i knew i shouldn’t.
103. i play a musical instrument.
104. i strongly dislike math.
105. i’m procrastinating on something right now.
106. i own and use a library card.
107. i fall in “lust” more than in “love”.
108. cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. i think the lord of the rings is one of the greatest things ever.
110. i’m obsessed with the tv show “lost.”
111. i am resentful that i have to grow up.
112. i am an entirely different person around different people.
113. i think the world would be a better place if people just smiled and meant it more often.
114. i think ramen is the best kind of food in the whole world.
115. i am suffering of a broken heart.
116. i am a nerd.
117. no matter where i am or who i’m with, i always seem to be lonely.
118. i am left handed and proud of it.
119. i don’t change who i am for someone else.
120. my heart resides below my feet.
121. i am a senior in high school.
122. i enjoy smoothies.
123. i have gastritis.
124. i have nothing better to do with my time.
125. i am listening to radiohead right now.
126. most people call me by my middle name.
127. i once stole a music stand.
128. pi confuses me.
129. i love nascar!
130. i own over 200 cds.
131. i work 7 days a week.
132. i have mono.
132. i don’t have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
133. people tell me i have a horrible sense of humor.
134. i’m only wearing underwear.
135. i had more than one thanksgiving dinner this year.
136. i’ve driven to a different state to see a band i liked.
137. i am the most over analytical person i know.
138. i believe in wasting time.
139. i don’t listen to too much music.
140. i have a shoe fetish.
141. my favorite holiday isn’t christmas.
142. i prefer weeks off of work instead of days here and there.
143. i love sex.
144. i wanna go home.
145. i don’t know what i would do without my friends.
146. christmas threw up in my dorm room and i love it.
147. friends is (one of) my favorite tv shows.
148. i’m hungry.
149. i’m still angry about the nip/tuck season 2 finale cliffhanger.
150. i’m a potterhead and proud of it! fuck yeah harry potter!
151. i noticed there are several numbers missing from this list, making this very much not the 151st entry.
152. i lied about one of the items on this list.
153. my siblings are my best friends.
154. i believe cheese should be its own food group it is soooo good!
155. i have a problem expressing things.
156. i have lost a parent.
157. i am the most deprived person i know on the face of the planet.
158. i have at least one test tomorrow that i am not prepared for yet.
159. i love slim jims! even if they are really bad for you.
160. i am sick and tired of school.
161. i love sundance.
162. i do not watch television. (i watch my shows online)
163. i love starbucks coffee drinks.
164. i am living at least one lie right now.
165. i love wearing skirts, even if its winter.
166. i’m a techie.
167. i am writing this far, far too late/early.
168. i’m a little crazy.
169. i like the smell of white tic tacs.
170. i know at least one person in a “life or death” crises at this moment.
171. i don’t associate myself with any political parties.
172. i always know all the gossip at my school/workplace/whatever, and nobody ever suspects it.
173. i have thought about suicide.
174. i have no idea what i am going to write for my question.
175. i can be selfish.
176. i’m so emo at times.
177. i can solve a 3x3 rubik’s cube.
178. i think the human race is evil & should be demolished. most of the human race.
179. i cheated on a test before.
180. i am a member of
181. i’m sick of drama.
182. i need a job.

p.s the porn thing was a virus LOL i swear :P

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