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CHANEL HEARTLOCK

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TOO CUTE

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YOU LOVE THIS LOL

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THE BOYRFIEND APPLICATION

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HUNGRY FOR TIFFANY & CO. ?

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LAST DAY OF HOLS

omg it sucked and my mum pissed me off ==

we just went cabra then city for pool & k then back to cabra and we all got pork/chicken rolls and then we went home fucccccck

and i did my history for nothing ! LOL excursion tmrw yay !

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WEDDING

so on saturday i went to a wedding omfg was so boring at first so i called jager and went over to nicks house for a bit then they left then i came back to the party .. sooo boring and food was shat

UNTL i came over to my aunty and me her and my uncle were drinking .. fuck she's a beast LOL took 5 shots straight together . burnnned like a bitch but was a good time

i wish i had someone like her as my mum omgggg
my dad is drunk and i snatched a bottle of pink moscato :)

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HOLIDAYS

i'll continue where i left off which was on tuesday !

wednesday - i allnightered to watch soccer
thursday - too tired to go out LOL
friday - went livo with felicia & helen then went to cabra for argileh and jager came
saturday - errrr stayed home ? i think i forgot LOL
sunday - went cabra .. then canely then cabra and then argileh and a bit of pool then went home !
monday - went out to cheso/felicia's house with vanessa
tuesday - went livo to watch karate kid with helen, felicia, jeremy & his bro . IT WAS SO EPIC LOL ! we then jumped into EVERY cinema room LOL we watched the ending of eclispe & get him to the greeks & then we watched the WHOLE of shrek 4 in 3D ! the effects were fucking mad !

& today .. wednesday taking a break of going out cos i went out late last night

upcoming plans -

thursday - might go latenight with mum
friday - might go out
saturday - visiting granny
sunday - iceskating with cuz
monday - going city


.. then school ... then prelims .. then camp

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IHEARTRABBITS

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TIFFANY & CO.

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STAGES IN A RELATIONSHIP

  1. The chase. The stage where you get to know the person & grow to love them. You talk to them constantly & text them. They’re usually the last person you talk to before you go to bed. You wake up to goodmorning texts from them & they’re on your mind throughout the day. As you two grow closer, you learn more about each other that makes you fall even deeper in love with them. Their flaws aren’t really flaws to you & everything they do just makes you light up. You guys share the same taste in music & do cute things for each other. You try to impress one another & I bet your friends tease you two about getting together.
  2. The facebook status change. So it’s official. Facebook official. You two are now “In A Relationship”. Congratulations ! Your friends “like” it & comment on it. Don’t even deny that you like the attention. Admit it, honeymoon days & the pillowtalk stage is great. (;
  3. Comfortable. You guys have reached a level of comfort with each other. You stopped trying to hard to impress one another & gradually you grow so accustomed to them if you’re a girl you lose the need to doll up & look your best every time you see them. Sometimes you may miss being single. It’s weird, when you’re single you want to be in a relationship but once you’re in one you sort of miss being single. You miss the freedom & now you’re responsible for another person’s feelings. But you shouldn’t feel that way constantly, or maybe you just can’t settle down.
  4. Those stay-up-all-night-soul-crushing fights. You two have your first real fight. It was bound to happen eventually. Usually it brings you two closer because like they say, those who fight still care for each other. Those fights will either cause you to break up, or if you two endure, your love for each other will grow stronger & more secure. You realize the other person isn’t perfect, or exactly how you thought they were, as you become even more entwined in their life, but you love them despite your expectations.
  5. The grass is greener on the other side syndrome. There comes a point where you wonder if someone else could make you happier. If there’s someone out there that will connect to you better or love you better. The thing is, when they get you, most guys stop doing the things they used to. You miss how hard he would try & the cute things he’d do. It seems like he’s not putting in as much effort as the other guy who does cute things for you but face it, those insignificant things are nothing compared to the love he has for you. When a guy truly loves you, best believe you have his heart in the palm of your hands.
  6. Long term. Maybe it’s 6 months, or maybe it’s a year. But when you two have made it so far together that you’re considered long term, that’s an accomplishment because most couples around this age only last a few months.

If you’re single, just wait, the right one is somewhere (: & If you’re in a relationship, appreciate the person you love & treat them with kindness & respect; you don’t know how lucky you are to have them.

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TOY STORY 3

so like on tuesday night was like the worst night of the holidays
julie was the biggest bitch .. i would've fucking killed her

but anywayz, lets not talk about that
i went livo yesterday to watch toy story 3 & it was alright
movies for sure on tuesday, so fkn cheap LOL
we ended up watching the 3d one, it didnt make a difference really ..
but yeah it was soo fucking packed
and when we finished the movie we saw brandon and tommy
we went back to cabra to see brandon & tai and then we went bcak to felicia;s
where we just chilled and warmed out
it was vedy boring at cabra .. fucking nothing to do

yeah these past couple of days ive been vedy nitm cos of my fam
so yeah .. bare with me + it was pms .. LMAO

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LONGEST SURVEY OF MY LIFE

Appearance

[ ] I have / had piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.

[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I’ve had/have braces.
[ ] I have more than two piercings.

Embarrassment

[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[x] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[x] I’ve laughed ’til some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public.

Health

[ ] I’ve gotten stitches.
[ ] Broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I’ve had serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken pox.

Traveling

[ ] I’ve been to Florida.
[x] I’ve driven / ridden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Cuba.
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Ottawa.
[ ] I’ve gone to Sudbury.
[ ] I’ve been to the Caribbean.
[ ] I’ve been to Europe.

Experiences

[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny-dipping.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[ ] I’ve been skiing.
[ ] I’ve been in a musical.
[ ] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.

Relationships

[x] I’m single.
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[x] I don’t believe in love

Honesty / Crime

[ ] I’ve been arrested.

[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[ ] I’ve snuck out.
[x] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[x] I’ve been in a fist fight.

Death and Suicide

[ ] I’m afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I’ve seen someone / something dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted / committed suicide.
[ ] I’ve planned my own suicide before.
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism

[ ] I own over 5 rap CD’s.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime / manga.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collected comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on E-Bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie

Random

[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily
[x] I watch the news.
[x] Don’t kill bugs/don’t like to
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[x] I am a sports fanatic. (i love soccer :D)
[x] I twirl my hair.
[x] I care about grammar.
[] I love spam.
[] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
[] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, blue, red, black, purple, or orange.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. -once apon a time
[x] I laugh at my own jokes
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[x] I like white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I’m good at remembering faces.
[x] I’m good at remembering names.
[ ] I’m good at remembering dates.
[x] I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] All my answers were totally honest

PEOPLE -

[ ] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] call me fat
[ ] say I’m skinny
[x] say I’m ugly
[x] say I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[x] force me to eat
[x] say I eat too much
[x] wish I’d eat more
[ ] don’t know I’m anorexic/bulimic

FAMILY -
[x] I’ve sworn at my parents.
[x] I’ve run away from home.
[x] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I’ve had children.
[ ] I’ve lost a child.

RELATIONSHIPS -
[x] I’m single
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I’ve cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[ ] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[x] I’ve kept something from a past relationship.

SEXUALITY -
[ ] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I’ve been kissed in the rain.
[x] I’ve hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.


BAD TIMES -
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I can’t swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression at some point
[x] I shut others out when I’m upset.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS.
[ ] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I am / have been addicted to self harm.
[ ] I’ve woken up crying
[] I’ve lost weight
[x] I’ve gained weight
[] I’m at my thinnest
[x] I’m at my biggest
[ ] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
[x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[ ] I weigh myself daily
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[ ] I thrive on compliments
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[ ] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[ ] I get depressed after I eat
[ ] I’ve skipped a meal
[ ] I’ve thrown food away
[ ] I’ve spat food out

[ ] I’ve taken diet pills
[ ] I’ve used laxatives
[ ] I’ve purged
[ ] I exercise
[x] I exercise so I can eat
[x] I work out secretly
[ ] I work out daily
[ ] I exercise to counteract eating
[ ] I’ve fainted from exhaustion

I’VE DONE -
[ ] Weed
[x] Cigarettes
[x] Alcohol
[ ] Diet pills
[x] Pain killers
[ ] Anti-depressants
[ ] LSD
[ ] Mushrooms
[ ] Speed
[ ] Cocaine
[ ] Other

[ ] I’m not proud of and of the above
[ ] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I have a diet blog
[ ] I look at thinspo
[ ] I collect thinspo
[x] I’m doing this for me
[ ] I’m doing this for someone
[ ] I’m doing this to prove myself

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TEN ARE YOU’S
1. Are you single - yeah boy LOL
2. Are you happy - yeah i am :D
3. Are you bored – fuck yes
4. Are you naked - fuck no
5. Are you a blonde - nah
6. Are you moody – maybe cos im pmsing
7. Are you a lover/hater - lurrver ;D
8. Are you hot/cold - cold as fuck
9. Are you Irish - ugh no
10. Are you Asian- heell yes !~

TEN FACTS
1. Name – caroline ngo
2. Nicknames – got none .. hehe

3. Any birth marks - two on back !
4. Hair color – black
5. Natural hair color - black
6. Eye color - brown
7. Height - 153 ?
8. Mood - normal

9. Favorite color – blue, black & metallics
10. One Place to Visit - malaysia

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Do you believe in love at first sight - not really
2. Do you believe in soul mates - umm not sure
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally ? yeah
5. Have you ever broke someone’s heart? yeahh :/
6. Ever had your heart broken? yep
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them? nope
8. Are you afraid of commitment? kind of
9. Who was the last person you hugged? err ... i forgot my sister or my dad ?
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to?
umm .. i dont remember

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust – preferably love
3. Cats or dogs – dogs
4. A few best friends or many regular friends - few bestfriends
5. Television or internet- internet
6. Chinese Or Indian - Chinese
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Wild Night out

8. Money or Happiness - money
9. Night or Day - night
10. MSN or Phone - phone

SIX HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out - nope cos ive never sneaked out (A)
2. Been skinny dipping nope
3. ?? -

4. Bungee jumped - i wish !
5. Lied to someone you liked - ofc
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - nah thats crazy LOL

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - hmm .. smile
2. Light or dark hair - dark hair
3. Hugs or kisses- both
4. Shorter or taller - definitely taller
5. Intelligence or attraction - bothh
6. Romantic or spontaneous - both
7. Funny or serious - both but more funny
8. Older or Younger - older
9. Outgoing or quiet - outgoing
10. Sweet or Bad Ass - i dont really care :)

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I'M 16 BUT I ACTUALLY ACT 16 LOL

[ ] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[x] You own a credit/debit card
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car
[x] You’ve done your own laundry
[ ] You can vote in an election
[x] You can cook for yourself
[ ] You think politics are interesting
TOTAL SO FAR: 3

[x] You show up for school late a lot
[ ] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket
[ ] You’ve never gotten a detention
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday
[ ] You like to take walks by yourself
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week
TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[x] You know how to do the dishes
[x] You can count 1 to 10 in another language
[ ] When you say you’re going to do something, you do it
[ ] You can mow the lawn
[ ] You study even when you don’t have to
[x] You have hand washed a car before
TOTAL SO FAR: 9

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name
[x] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don’t need
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[x] You can type pretty quick
TOTAL SO FAR: 13

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party
[ ] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay
[x] You have been to the beach
[x] You use the internet every day
[x] You have been outside of the USA 3 or more times (handy since I don’t live in the USA!)
[ ] You make your bed in the morning
TOTAL: 16

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SIMPSONS

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QUOTE ABOUT POETRY

Poetry wasn’t written to be analyzed; it was meant to inspire without reason, to touch without understanding.

- Nicholas Sparks

so to all english teachers .. suck my dick LOL

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WHY IS IT SO UNFAIR ?!

Girls have the boobs. Personally I think boobs are annoying, you gotta spend a bunch of money on bras and if you’re too small your clothes won’t look good, but if you’re too big you can’t find shirts that fit. An extra couple lbs on your chest n shit, man. WTF.

Guys have dicks. I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE ONE OR TWO OMG. You can pee anywhere the fuck you want, whip it out baby and just whizzzz. And you can have sex like crazy and no one would call you a whore. DICKSFTW.

Girls have vaginas. OMG, I can’t walk into a fucking dark alley scared for my life without thinking someones gonna tear me apart! BECAUSE I HAVE A VAGINA. I HATE HAVING A VAG, MAN. IT’S LIKE OPEN TERRITORY THAT’S ALWAYS IN DANGER OF RAPE.

Girls have a lot more body fat. Seriously man, it’s so hard to be in shape if you aren’t born to be skinny. Girls will always have more body fat and will always have a harder time losing weight. AND WE PRACTICALLY COMPETE WITH EACHOTHER TO LOOK GOOD.

Guys almost always have flat abs. I swear, for a dude it’s so easy to get buff. They could eat like crazy AND THEY DO. WTSHIT YOU LUCKYASSSSESSS.

Girls wear makeup. Okay I hate that makeup was ever invented for girls but since it’s available basically you’re open to the opportunity to make yourself look and FEEL better! SO THAT’S WHY WE USE IT!!! If it was never invented then we would all have lower standards and no one could compare and there would be such a thing as natural beauty! BUT THERE ISN’T. THERE FUCKING ISN’T. Artificial beauty is the way society makes it. Society forces a larger standard because of makeup. GOD FUCKING DAMN IT.

Guys don’t have makeup to wear. Unless they like eyeliner but they always look hot with it!!! WHY DO GUYS LOOK BETTER WITH EYELINER THAN I DO?? WHY WHY WHY. And since they never wore makeup to begin it, they don’t have a huge fucking scale of standards to follow. They aren’t going to be ‘ugly’ or ‘pretty’ it would all just be natural. AND GUYS ARE SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111

Girls HAVE to go shopping. I mean we just got to. WE DO. It’s in our female dna. There’s so much clothes and styles for us and there’s a bunch to choose from and omfg you just can’t. It’s in your fucking face, all the clothes and accessories. Definitely a necessity and you can’t avoid it. We go broke for style.

Guys could rock tshirts and shorts. ALL. THE. TIME. And it’s perfectly fine! You don’t even have to care man cause I personally think that’s ALL a guy needs to look good! THAT’S IT! They don’t need to do this and that and do their hair like this n that or this n that or this n that! They could throw on anything and call it a day and it’s NORMAL.

Girls have to shave. Every. Little. THING. Shave out legs, below the knee and above the knee. And girls should never have armpit hair so if you have it, SHAVE. And hairy arms on girls are just gross. SHAVE. Hairy vags? SHAVE. SHAVE SHAVE SHAVE. JUST SHAVE IT ALL!!!!!

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